Monday, September 29, 2014

The blue

Went to my all time favorite place
Maroubra Beach
Sun shines bright and the sky is dyed perfectly in the colour i like the most
 Together with the scent of the ocean and the sound of waves that kindly soften the mind
What else can we long for?

Ok no more craps
Just want to share photos this time










Apologies for shooting without permission
Cuz i didnt want to interrupt and ruin the moments
















With Sarah 



Monday, September 22, 2014

Reburning flame

Fire, in this case, means passion and enthusiasm
Something that have been left aside long ago
Now they are all coming back
Eagerly burning over the stove inside the body


It was someone out there
Floating from hometown to many corners of the world
Sweden, Germany
Spain, Holland
England, Africa
 Australia
Next stop will be South America, he said
Nomad, he can be called
Since the age of 7 he swore to leave and look around the world 
Now he did it, truly


Travelling from one place to another
Working for money to go on life
He survived and lived his life stunningly.
For all the troubles he was in and the difficulties he'd gone through
For the time that is given to him and yet still hasn't reached terminal
Viva La Vida


Sparkles aflame
Dreams awake
Journey along


Someday 
It would be me
Someday
I would not disappoint someone
Someday
Im gonna live my life amazingly


Welcome back
It's never too late










some kind of admiration i reckon









Sunday, September 21, 2014

Outsider

Vague and blurred
They are all what i see now without glasses putting on
My sight is getting worse everyday
Have to pay extraaaaaaa attention on anything important that i cant simply miss it out
While when im not giving a shit on anything in particular
I feel like im an outsider


Seeing things in this way is not a joke and it has nothing like funny at all
Im like dreaming in every moment even when im awake
Coz everything lacks of their strong lines and shapes in my eyes
Sort of like blurred lines, seriously
The colour, also, is like fading away its most brightest and catching element to me
Dazed and dizzy, and what other adjectives that can describe, whatever


Just when i start to daydream like what i always do
That really feels like im into the dream
Everything happens around seems totally unrelated
Even the lecture im having or the road im walking on
Im just like sitting there with nothing learnt and absorbed
Im just like walking as a fucking white walker


Mind blown
Literally, my minds got blown away  
This is how an outsider feels
Feels like being out of everything 
Feels like nothing else can bother
By literal meaning, again
it seems to be the best word ever


Alright yes
The answer is i gotta put on the glasses
Spare me of that thing please...


Guess where is it


Creepy isnt it?


Well this is also part of it
A bit like haunted house ahaha


Really tried to bring more sunshine in



What makes it special is the chairs only


The world leading university
I guess part of it is exaggerated

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Live on, Live with, Live by

 

Would it be even possible?
Meet thousands of people a day
Yet none of them really touches you
And then one day someone just jumps in with surprise
And gives your life a dramatic change
What a holy bullshit, huh


Life is nothing like that kind of stories on the screen 
Stark and brutal, or can be said as doomed
For whatever reasons or whoever's sake you've ever lived on, lived with, lived by,
Soon be challenged
By time, by reality, by the world
No one can tell what is gonna happen at the next moment 
No one can assure things would never change or change in the way they expected
In fact,
Probability seems to best explain what you bloody idiot do with every day


How cruel
Better got the feet on the ground
No lifting
No impracticality 
Chinese sayings do make their sense


Even so
What im gonna live on, live with, live by
simply follow the heart and mind
life is too short not to give any regards to them
Even im nothing more but fickle
Happiness, falling, temper just swop their positions
At anytime, as they like
Its bad
Im so fucking aware of that 
Yet they are what made me up


BTW
Mum has said that again and again
I should not let that consume me completely
I have to manipulate it
This is the only thing that i will try hard not to let the heart and mind pour out whenever they want


Well its pretty terrible to think logically with alcohol inside the body
All these are just craps and nonsense
Yet i do not think so.




Photos time






As said, life is all about indulgence
Plus this friend makes me even more in it