Outsider

Vague and blurred

They are all what i see now without glasses putting on
My sight is getting worse everyday

Have to pay extraaaaaaa attention on anything important that i cant simply miss it out

While when im not giving a shit on anything in particular
I feel like im an outsider

Seeing things in this way is not a joke and it has nothing like funny at all

Im like dreaming in every moment even when im awake

Coz everything lacks of their strong lines and shapes in my eyes

Sort of like blurred lines, seriously

The colour, also, is like fading away its most brightest and catching element to me

Dazed and dizzy, and what other adjectives that can describe, whatever

Just when i start to daydream like what i always do
That really feels like im into the dream

Everything happens around seems totally unrelated

Even the lecture im having or the road im walking on

Im just like sitting there with nothing learnt and absorbed

Im just like walking as a fucking white walker

Mind blown

Literally, my minds got blown away  

This is how an outsider feels
Feels like being out of everything 

Feels like nothing else can bother

By literal meaning, again

it seems to be the best word ever

Alright yes
The answer is i gotta put on the glasses

Spare me of that thing please...

Guess where is it

Creepy isnt it?

Well this is also part of it

A bit like haunted house ahaha

Really tried to bring more sunshine in

What makes it special is the chairs only

The world leading university

I guess part of it is exaggerated